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Well it looks like I failed, or I won't know until the fall. But I reviewed my questions..and I can't seriously see how they are gonna pass me at all. So this really sucks!!!! Because I did really study for this. If the questions were just more towards what I knew I could ace it, but well...no that didn' happen. It's not the end of the world, I can take it again this fall..which is what I am gonna do if I fail! But that means a lot more work. Now that I think about it...if I study really hard this summer and repeat and stuff in the fall then I can ace. But I am just gonna think that I failed, because then if it happens that I didn't I'll be real happy. But I don't that is gonna happen right now!

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh! I wanna punch something!!!

Current Location: Death - Painkiller
Current Mood: crappy

Tomorrow is the day, judgement day. Of course you all die and I get to live muahahahaha! Nah, it's my last exam/test thingy for the middleages studies. When I pass, that is yet to be know, but hopefully I will, I am finally done with this thing....and the judgement day can wait for an uncertain number of years.

Then there is one last exam, 6 hour written exam in antique literature, which I also won't fail. Or it's more certain that I won't fail that. I usually do not fail big exams like that, except when I don't get the questions. Like I did on one Norwegian test long ago hehehe.

On another not, the new Symphony X cd is kicking my ass all over. I never had this much fun listening to Symphony X in a long good while. It's fucking great, and it's a huge grower. I can say with most certainty that there is no bad song on it. That's all!

Stress, Stress, Stress :P!!!!!!!!

One More thing: I was kinda suprised how much I actually got done today. If I had this much done everyother day I wouldn't be this stressed. Maybe I am finally getting in my zone ;). Though the question is even if I got things done, if I actually learned anything that already didn't know ;)!

Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: The Ocean - The City in the Sea

Why am I always so tired and sleepy when I go to bed? It's too damn hot here....I want to scream!!!!!! But I'll wake up the other students! I hate feelings...they're such a mess and well mostly in the way....I can't study this way!!!!!!!!

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Dream Theater - Under a Glass Moon

Studying is fun, having friends is fun. Exams are not fun. Writing Papers are fun, at least when it's something interesting. When it's nice outside and the sun is shining I am having fun. it's sunny outside and I should be outside celebrating norway, because it's the 17th of may today. I will go out eventually, I just need to read some more for exams...I am panicking, stressing and the panicking some more. But I am actually getting things done, the test that I had on tuesday that I thought I failed, I actually did not fail. For some reason I was ready to fail and to just toss it aside, but I am kinda happy I didn't fail. Mostly because I want a grade in this thing, not gonna get a good one, but I want a grade. I guess I got to get back...ramble ramble!

Current Mood: awake
Current Music: The Decemberists - The Island

Right now I am sitting here thinking and writing a paper. I have to deliver them something tomorrow. Not the whole paper, but I guess you can call it a outline. Then on wednesday I have to deliver them a final paper. I think I have most of what I need for that one. I mean I have written what I want in it. I just need to do the adjustments to get it better. I don't think I will fail, but I don't actually think I will get a good grade on it though. But as long as I don't fail it doesn't matter. Since the grade don't count that much next semester. I actually like being busy like this. Gives me perspective and things to do.

In other news, I landed a new apt/room thingy at a studentcenter. I was gonna go check out the premises today but so far it's been raining. I don't like rain and I don't wanna walk in the rain. I also don't want to use my bike in the rain. So we'll see about it later. Also it's getting real cold around here..I just wish it would snow soon :)!

Current Location: At home
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Spock's Beard - Skeletons at the Feast

Yes it's been a long time since I posted anything here. So I thought it was about time. Well alot has been happening since last time. I think it's a year since I posted last....that is a long time!!! Well the last year has been loads of work. Doing a workup on old lectures or lessons or what you call them. To be able to get into school. It finally payed off!!! I got in to school this fall and I am so happy. It's called Middle Age studies...probably not the most correct translation. But hopefully you know what I mean. If not, you can always ask ;)! I've got loads of new friends because of starting school so that is great as well. My life is pretty good except that I still suck at using money or the other way around haha. I need to think more ahead to be able to afford to be a student haha. What more? Hmm....my brother got his second kid in may and that was hoot. Also a girl. Don't know how much he likes me writing these things on the net but what the heck. I am happy for him. What else is there to say? I hope you all are doing great and that we might get in touch again. I miss theslayer.net. I miss logging in and posting meaningless things to eachother. I miss it all! So this is my life now...I'll post more when I remmember!

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Benea Reach - Torch

I guess I'll just start with what's been happening lately before I do today. If that's ok? Sure it is :)! Well last friday I went to see Opeth and that was great. They are a really good live band. I don't think they are a better live band then Muse, but that's hard getting by anywho. But they played really well, this is what they played:

- Deliverance
- The Drapery Falls
- When
- To Rid the Disease
- The Face of Melinda
- The Grand Conjuration
Encore:
- Jam
- Demon of the Fall

So yeah it was a great show.
Other than that these last days I have been just relaxing and then on monday I got this cold and felt sick for some reason. I was down checking out the school I am gonna go to for one Lecture(geography). And there was this computer thingy I had to meet there for. They were gonna teach us some stuff we needed for school there. It was a waste of time really, I mean everything the taught I could've found out by myself. But it was cool none the less cuz I got to meet some of the students there. And then I kinda regreted to only do one lecture there. Well what's done is done.
Then yesterday I saw an apt that looked really promising. So I called the people up and asked to come look at it. WHich I did today. I was reall pysched because it looked soo promising. But when I got there the apt wasn't really that much bigger than the one I am renting right now(one of the big reasons I want a new one). And I got to know when I left that the rent will be more then the one I am having now. And I can't really afford to pay more then I already am. I mean it's enough as it is. And when I start to get study money I can afford less then I do now. So I have to think money wise. Besides I have an apt that I am satisfied with and I can wait for a good one.
Still kinda sick so that sucks bigtime. It's nothing big though. Prolly the same as I always have because I am lazy going to bed and such. What a dope I am haha. Well that's all for now!!

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Opeth - Moonlapse Vertigo

Yes it's a fact now. My apt looks like a mess and has been looking that way for at least a week and a half. Crappy me for not getting to it sooner. The apt which looked soo good to begin with 2 weeks ago. Well today I kicked myself in the ass and Said: Get to it now!!! So right now I am cleaning up all this shit. Washing the floors, vaccuming it, washing the toilet and just about everything. I mean it looks like a mess but there are no stains and such. Just a lot of things on the floor etc...
Except for that I am mentally getting ready to see Opeth tomorrow. Wow that's gonna be a lot of fun. I am not sure where to go to tomorrow though. Because the plans that I thought was in ordnung seems not to be now. But it's okey really. Just as long there is somewhere to go. I really don't feel like going alone. But either way I am going so!

The weather's been acting up these last few days. Yesterday it rained and the wind was blowing all day. That was kinda crappy but I was okey with it. Because yesterday was basically a slacker day for me. Just me, the playstation, and computer sailing or own sea for one day. It felt great! It's gonna be good meeting people again tomorrow. And most of all having a beer while watching good metal performed on a stage! That's the deal y'all hehe :). Well I got to go clean now, hope this is interesting enough hehe!

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Spock's Beard - Of the Beauty of it all

This is my first time writing in Livejournal and I thought why not give it a try. Today I had to go downtown and fix money for paying for private school. I applied for loan for it but it hasn't been handled(?) yet. So I have to go get a credit from the bank. But it was pretty useless going down there because I had to work out from the bank I registered at in my hometown. I mean it's the same bank but for some reason they couldn't do it there. If this had been me last year or perhpas two years ago I would be really upset. But of course it's annoying but I can't get pissed. I am happy with the way things are now and there is no reason to be sad or angry. I am happy with the way life is treating me. And besides there is a way I can fix this anyways.
So I called up my mother and she fixed it for me(because she still lives there). She's sending me papers to sign so soon I'll prolly have the money to pay the first time. Except for that I have thoroughly started to study. I need to better my grades or it's bye bye university. I mean what I want to do in life is to live by music but there's is no sure way that I would know if I could. SO I need something else. So therefore University. There's nothing much interesting happening today so I'll just leave it at that!

Current Mood: happy